I've been accused of being slim, and occasionally being shady, but never of being a super-cool rapper so hopefully he won't sue me for nicking his lyrics . . .
Me and my wife, Maria
As many people who know me will be aware - I've had quite the year.
March 2021 - Bleed on the brain stroke. Recovery ongoing.
September 2021 - Acute pancreatitis and gallstones - awaiting keyhole surgery for removal. This is delayed due to ongoing anaesthesia concerns related to ongoing exploration of cardiology issues.
For the first time in my life, I'm off work. I promised myself I would do so much with the gift of time bestowed on me. Let's just say there was a long list, and blogging on here was on that list. Bearing in mind the distinct lack of activity in that sphere, I think we can both guess how well the overall list is going!
That said, I have done much which has brought joy and meaning. Being able to spend more time with my amazing wife Maria, building a home office, cooking at home for the family to name just 3 things.
I'm a keen mental health advocate, and always encourage folk to speak up. "It's OK to not be OK".
It's significant, humbling and affirming to admit that I stopped speaking up myself! Recently, I found myself slipping into depression and denial. All that proves that speaking up really is important!
My wife is an amazing woman. She has the patience of a Saint. I'm not the easiest person to live with. Autism can often make you disconnect from emotion, and not appreciate the impact of one's actions on others.
Being the woman she is, she waited until I was ready to speak up. A few heart to hearts later, and I'm back in the room!
In tomorrow's blog post, I'll update with some details of what I'm working on and also what matters to me about the difference I feel I can make.
Whilst I hope you find it interesting, the primary motivator is to commit myself to a journey of self-discovery.
This year has truly showed me how precious life is.
I'm actually rather glad to be alive!
The kaleidoscopic lens of a neurodiverse condition is beginning to slowly bring into focus the multi-faceted beauty of life.
Catch you tomorrow . . . .
CHRIS SADLER